You should never even think about blaming yourself. As far as I'm concerned you did not ask to be born. Instead, acknowledge that you are here and that your life is a blessing. Take all that pain off of your shoulders and enjoy every single day, because even though you did no choose to be born or to deal with all the issues you had to deal with in life, you were still blessed and are still blessed with every single day you have. Embrace life, cherish every single day, and don't waste them with blaming yourself for what could've been if you were not here or anything like that. God gave you life, period!!! Just acknowledge that and enjoy it!!! Wishing you the best, always. God bless you.
omg I feel so bad for you this even put me into tears just seeing you like that makes me cry my hope,love.support and prayers go out to you I sorry for what happend and what u have been through out your whole life i was literally watching this over and over again crying for and hour we love you
I just binge watched your whole story and you obviously are loved. Most the time it don’t have nothing to do with you the person but the situations we are born into. I’m not adopted but let’s just say I know how you feel #imhereforit #yougotmysupport #notigang
ISIAH I HAVE THROUGHLY ENJOYED WATCHING YOUR JOURNEY FINDING YOUR MOM N FAMILY. I KNOW YOUR STORY HAS INSPIRED OTHERS AND HAVE GIVEN THEM HOPE .
YOUR STORY IS YOURS, WE ALL HAVE ONE AND EACH STORY IS SPECIAL. WE GROW N LEARN FROM EACH OTHER.
KEEP SHARIN MY FRIENDS ...!
MYRTLE BEACH SC 🌴
I too am adopted and so many of us feel what you’ve expressed. There is always pain on both sides. Adoption stems from sadness. The good news is that it doesn’t mean that we will be sad forever. I would recommend the following books:
Journey of the adopted self
by Betty Jean Lifton
The Primal Wound and
Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verrier
Adoption Healing...a Path to Recovery
by Joseph M. Soll
I send you so much understanding and compassion.
My mom abandoned me st 2 months, so my father gave me to his sister. They got back together had another child. I thought they erre my uncle, aunt, and cousin... Until they took me back
Cor the sake of family unity there were no lawyers. I felt abandoned. I hated God for letting this happen. I thought about killing myself at 8 years old because of the abuse. I have finally bonded with my mother at over 50 years old. I bomded with my father in my 30's. I forgive them all, I love them all. I am grateful to God for the blessings I now have. You are a strong, handsome young man, you will shine and know that so many people really do love you and it can be the hardest thing for families to lose someone, even when not by passing. Be loved, let yourself enjoy 2 mommies and know neither can replace the other, each love you. Be blessed 😘😘😘
im literally crying your not a mistake...don't think like that ..your an AMAZING man look how far u come..listen God had other plans for u ..for everyone don't ever think your worthless or a mistake..i just want to hold u to tight ...
You weren’t a mistake beautiful boy. You’re gorgeous, inside and out. Whatever the circumstances surrounding you in your early infancy, you have bought light, love and growth to all of your relations- bio or adoptive.
I rarely do comments thing but this really deserves one boy am proud of you though I don't even know you 👉👤but am more proud and thankful to your aunt who really did a good job by showing you the real life like she be like "suffer all the pain once and for all" Well done aunty 😍
Dude we are love you ❤️ and you are the best and you are adopted for a. Reason so don’t blame it on yourself I don’t think your mom wanted to do that she couldn’t take care of you and stuff so don’t think about yourself like that
I know that i don't know you but, YOU SHOULD NEVER FEEL LIKE THAT. THAT IT WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU. THAT YOU ARE A BURDEN TO ANYONE. GOD put you here for a reason. You have touched a lot of people through your channel. I know that you have touched me. I am greatful to be able to go through this journey with you. GOD BLESS YOU AND ALL THAT YOU DO.
Children are born into a grown up world...not because they wanted to be born but because someone wanted to give birth to them...the life lived by a child is subject to the decisions and lifestyles of the adults around them...children are NEVER at fault.
My daughter gave a middle child up for adoption and it was so hard. I told her we could keep her and make it work but at the end of the day I would support her decision and God does not always want us to do what we do BUT what he does do, is works it for His good. I use a drug addict often as an example, God didn’t want that BUT when the person is strong and pulls themselves out of the addiction, He can then use that person to reach back and pull someone else up. You have seen good times and bad times so through your experiences you can reach back and lift not only one but many up. You were a blessing upon conception and are a blessing to many now. Live God’s purpose now. Nothing or no one is a mistake and we are all connected. Bless you!
I know you're hurting, and but you're NOT a mistake. EVERYTHING happens for a reason, you were put up for adoption because someone who knew they couldn't care for you like you deserved and couldn't better herself knowing in a few short months you'd be calling someone else mommy, with you in the same home. She gave you the BEST thing in the world that she could give, a family that NEEDED you, and you NEEDED them. Your supporters love you, your mom loves you, your dad loves you, and now just think, you have MORE FAMILY who LOVES you, Ones who have waited 29 YEARS to see you again or even meet you. Life is beautiful sometimes. Live it up. 🙌🏽🖤
Listen bra I'm paralyzed from the neck down. I'm a real true accident. Growing up my sister's called me the milk man's baby. Bra everything happens for a reason. U filling ur void made u who u are. My sister raises my daughter, but I will never run w her or play soccer. But we are all here for a reason
You are meant to be here, this is your story and I honestly think that your real parents truly loves you but sometimes things happen that u will never understand. Maybe life would have been worse off if she had kept u and u wouldn't have this story to share. You are special and that's why you're here.
One Love from Jamaica
Never think of yourself like that. You are NOT a burden and there is a reason why you were brought to this Earth! I pray you find answers and I hope that you find peace. You are much more then you think. You are doing wonderful, be proud of how far you have come from this.
This put a lot of perspective in my life
I was a troubled baby (there was a few things wrong - not anymore though) and my parents were going to give me up for adoption to my aunt and uncle. And I don’t know if I would have known that my parents are my real parents or just known my uncle and aunt as mum and dad. It would have been hard for my parents too seeing their child with their family but knowing I wasn’t theirs
I’m not sure if I would have had a better life, being more successful or anything but I’m so grateful they pushed through and kept me. I love my life (as shit as it is) and I’m happy with who I turned out to be and couldn’t imagine it any other way
This is the most mature video I've seen on youtube...within your generation. Forget the dumb pranks and whatever. You opened up about something a teenager or younger child can listen to. Suicide goes down every day for things like this...I wasn't adopted but I have several friends that were. I know it haunted them...we as kids all knew they were adopted our parents told us. They were such bomb (kids) people I (we) never wanted them to feel out of place. So my Brotha Whatever feeling you have is authentically yours. People can tell you a thousand different things, yet the 3 o'clock in the morning looking up at the ceiling emotion the one between you and the Lord. THAT ONE is yours and yours alone. Let the emotions flow be at peace with the transition. Look around at the people who just listen with no condemnation, they just listen...appreciate them, adore them. GREAT, GREAT, GREAT people are made in the hottest degree's of Celsius, Fahrenheit, to Kelvin...sounds like you've been experiencing the latter. To receive your elevation to greatness you must understand that playtime is over. Become the man (King) you were predestined to be. Blessings my brother this is what manhood feels like you are a warrior.
You are not a mistake, nor any of the babies born into this world! You are a gift to the world! The pain and struggles you went through and overcome is a tool that can help others in similar situations. We all have a void in our hearts until we let our Creator fill in thise gaps with His love. My dad left me and mom when i was 4. I grew up feeling guilt and insecurity, fear, me and mom were easy targets for bullies( kids and grown ups) i just felt like there is no one who could protect us. We reached to God for protection and He pulled us out of poverty, out of dangerous neighbourhood, He was our protector.
Your honesty is beautiful. Thank you. There is a lot of power in you sharing your own story, because through sharing your vulnerability, you're helping to heal the hearts of so many watching you. I'm married to a man who was abandoned by his mother here in Los Angeles at 6 months old. He was then passed around through multiple foster homes before he even turned 2 years old. These feelings don't go away. But when you acknowledge them, just like you have, you learn to allow them to move through you and heal, instead of masking them and "compensating" for them in other ways. So... thank you for being brave. Thank you for reminding me of the thoughts and feelings under the surface of my husband that are there, even during the moments he isn't expressing them. For him, overcoming and becoming successful wasn't the answer for healing, though it does show his strength. Sharing his story has been his greatest power and greatest healer. Just know that... our greatest purpose can simply be sharing our story and pain, which in turn heals countless others you will never even know about.
Thank you for that lesson, you are right how adpoted people feel I've been adopted for fourteen years and I'm fourteen right now. I had got adopted when I was ten months. When my mom told me I had cried I mean I already halfway knew. Ever since then I felt like I was useless. But every day at school I put it against me because I know that I have a family that cared for me
This is so True Every Part of What You Said Is True How I Feel Broken Lost Everything You felt I Been thru and Still feeling This way. CRYING HURTS. Something that i had to do every night. Like I Said God Tests The Strongest Among Strong Everything we go through is test To Empower them Strong We're Survivor's 4Ever
i can relate to you and i know how you felt not knowing a family member cause my mom left before i was two and my dad has only been around for a year in a half and i am only 14 so yea i'm sorry you had to go through that to and i'm glad you are trying to help others you saying that made my day thank you:)
A bro i know I'm commenting on this video way late but you need to know you are a gift from God and whatever your mom was going threw thee most hardest choice to make for a mother she made it because she did not want a true blessing from God becoming forever lost in darkness. She knew that one day when she got her life back on the Lord's path God would bring his gift back to her for she made the hardest choice that ended up protecting a true gift of God. You are not a mistake it was never your fault so get those thoughts, and feelings out of your mind, heart and soul. You are a GIFT from GOD. Stay BLESSED.
Isaiah, Im so sorry you have had to go through this. I have abandonment issues as well sweety becuz I'm the product of an adulterated relationship. My dad pretty much forgot about me, even though there were moments he would show up. He had another daughter who I still to this day don't know and I felt like there is something about me why he felt he could turn his back on me. My dad died and I still yearn for him. Cant have meaningful relationships. Always alone!!! Feeling invalid, insecure and unsure of myself. I often wonder what the purpose of my life is, and the only thing I can come up with is my daughter. I think she's saving in more ways than I can fathom, but still the remnants of my pain tugs at me. I'm mad that at my age, I'm still feeling this way. I need to be in control of my emotions but I'm not always and that makes me feel helpless. We need to validated and as for me, my validator is dead. You however, still have a chance to receive that. I do wish you get all that u need from yr mom to feel ok and pls find a way to respect us women...I know its difficult but you can get there. I don't know why yr mom gave u up as the middle child amd the only son, but she has some explaining to do. I'm a 1st tome viewer of ur channel and you already made me cry. Pls know that I'm rooting for you and I love you🐾❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing ur truth. U put into words my truth too. I hear u and I soul cried with u on these last vids. Theres so much i want to share but for now: LOVE and healing to u and all the adoptees and fosters on here.
I think it's more of your mother's fault then anything. If she had family to raise you then she was wrong for giving u away. I feel your aunt pain. Your mother was wrong but it's ok to forgive her. But u didn't birth yourself so how can this be your fault. Be blessed,
I was abused as a 5 year old little girl until I turned 14 every night. I wish I was adopted, I was also raped a couple times. I would try to stay strong thinking that someone would get me out of this hell hole, but I realized that I had to help myself, it was up to me because no one was coming. I may be going through a lot of personal and financial problems but it's God that is giving me the strength to keep going. He's been through it all with me, every step of the way.
I wasn't adapted but i know your pain I went through it and I also thought the same thing..just trust god and pray... forgive I know it's very hard to forget...God is by your side u may not c him but he is there...we all love u, and we all care...sorry I didn't c these earlier...love u 💝💝💝💝💗💗💗
Pause wait . Mistake were do I see the word bc I’m tearing up ... u know how many times I felt that way and I’m not adopted I’m such a fan and luv you so much and always will support u and Luv u for who u are u showed me how to be strong god has a plan ❤️😘
This was though loved how real it was stay strong ma dude . That must have been tough feeling all if those things you shouldn't have been feeling, being in a different state of mind , not feeling loved. Wow man this really touched me 💛💛😥
Keep going mystic... i know i was a blessing and a mistake aswell but dont think negative.. be glad and bleased ur alive.. theres no life without pain my friend 🙏 u got this .. u make me laugh and help me keep going after ive had the same thoughts aswell.. keep going my friend and be strong 🙏 cheers bro 😪
You are not a mistake! Things happened beyond your control due to the decisions of other people or just by circumstance. You are in no way at fault for any of it. Life comes with pain. That is unavoidable. Even though there was pain surrounding your situation you are also a source of joy for the parents who raised you AND you are the healing balm to those who share your pain of the past. Don't ever believe you were a mistake who was not supposed to be here. You have brought happiness to a lot of people on youtube and by sharing this story you have probably helped a lot in their sadness as well. Life sucks. It comes with all kinds of things that cut us deeply, but it is so important to look for the things that bring us joy and that is worth all the pain we have to go through. I came across these videos by happenstance, but I am so glad I did. Your story is beautiful and it touched my heart. I know your mom is so glad to have you back in her life. The old emotional scars won't just go away, but they will lessen in time and you will be thankful to have this time. You will heal each others pain. God bless all of you. ❤️
I think you're adopted mom and your real mom are two outstanding individuals who love you dearly and thank God that you have two moms that love you unconditionally that is so rare so you are blessed beyond measure and again thank you for sharing your story you now have another family sister I don't know if you have another brother or not but you have other individuals that you can now Buy on with in spite of what happened in the past so I wish you nothing but the best may God's richest and best be yours forever
I am a new subscriber to your YouTube channel and thank you so much for sharing your story I think you give hope to people who are in your situation and I think you are handling this and such a great way and such a positive way thank you for the love that you continue to show unconditionally in spite of what you've been through and even concerning your real mom thank you for your life story it encourages me. And when I saw the video of you sharing the letter that you received from your real mom or should I say your birth mom I was crying right along with you it touch me so thank you so much for sharing
I can't ever imagine what you are going through. I just wanted to reach out to you. You're not a mistake, but a wonderful blessing that helps others through pain!!! I'm praying for you and your continued healing process. Be blessed man and peace within!!!
Im only 16. I was taken in by my step dad when i was one year old and adopted at the age of 6. I still live with my birth mom because she married my step dad before he adopted me. I have met my biological dad 3 times in my life already. And my oldest brother once. My middle brother i have never met and it hurts me really badly. My dad doesnt want me to talk to my biological dad bc of stuff from the past. I dont really know much of my dads side of my family and it eats at me everyday. So i don’t understand completely but I understand being adopted.
A child is a Blessing from the Lord. Don't say you shouldn't have been born. You are a beautiful, kind young man. A creation from the Lord created in his image. Please realize you are here for a reason. Maybe you could help others. I Love you.
You are not the reason for the decision that your parent's made your birth mom what she had to do. You are loved so much by your mom .you make me cry . I pray that you find a way to heal and let joy take over and take it in one day at a time. The little child in you is hurt .but the man your are is string one day at a time. GOD IS IN CONTROL 😊
Man those feelings I feel everyday you showed me something I wish I had but I know no one is a mistake no one because God has a plan for everyone ik exactly what you are going through ........ your a blessed person
You are strong and you need to realise this soon , and know that most people going threw this would have gave up on them self and said fuck life but you are hanging on to what you got...but you never ask to be born but your here now so realise how FAR you got in life feeling this way and your not dead yet ....Why ...because you know your life is worth more then gold. Trust me I know how you feel and I'm 31 years old and I realised I don't need people to love me I stopped drinking and smoking and I feel happy excepting my path where ever it go's or who I go with don't matter who love you love yourself ....You will understand soon just give it more years it will come to you the worst of it will end soon your still in your twenties your still figuring things out but deep down that self worth will come out like a Alien baby on a movie 😊
We all have a roll and a purpose on this world and a mistake you are not, I understand how you see it like that but those people around you needed to go thru that pain, exc and it’s sad because innocent was in the middle you but everything happens to us for a reason good or bad. Hate, pain, bad things need to happened for other doors to open you my dear are loved by many, keep blessing us with your videos and bringing smiles and laughter to us xoxo ✌️ ❤️
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